Shoulder Pain

So the shoulder isn't getting better. Last Friday I had a very deep massage and it helped for a few days but by Monday the pain was back. I plan on going back to the massage therapist in the next few days but I made a doctor appointment too. Today I'm going to see if they can give me something to ease the pain and possibly refer me to a physical therapist. By the end of the day the pain is so excruciating that the thought of holding Carly sends me in to a panic. This I can tell you -- has got to stop. Cutting off my arm has come to mind but this would only make holding Carly harder -- not easier. So I am forced to explore other avenues.